Rich Merritt was the epitome of the all American boy - a good son, teacher's pet, model Christian and Marine officer. But he discovered a dark secret about himself - he was gay. Reacting to Bill Clinton's (Don't Ask, Don't Tell) policy to homosexuals in the military, Merritt began moonlighting as a gay porn star - until he was outed. A humorous and compelling story of self- forgiveness and identity by a man who refused to allow himself to be defined by anyone else's standards.